dogs, driving, and pedophiles (oh MY!)

whateversexual_llama — Sat, 14 Jun 2008 22:44:35 -0400

So there's this dog who lives down the street from me named Einstein, who I've known ever since I was a toddler and he was a puppy. When I was five, he was big enough to carry me around on his back. Whenever a play-date or birthday party went wrong (which was often; I was an emotionally unstable little tyke), I'd run down Sorrel Dr. and visit Einstein.

what the hell is simchas torah?

whateversexual_llama — Sun, 8 Jun 2008 16:38:24 -0400

I appear to be Drifting from this site. hah, oh well.

So it's been a pretty awesome-tastic week. Monday and Tuesday were the last days of school, but me and the girlfriend and a friend of ours were hanging out at school being insane on wednesday- sprinting around in the halls and plotting to freak out our english teacher and drinking chocolate milk.

...andstuff. xD

slutty

whateversexual_llama — Mon, 2 Jun 2008 19:05:51 -0400

I'm experiencing something today that I haven't ever experienced before.

I feel slutty.

Sadly, this leaves me with nothing to wear which will make me feel at all attractive. I stole a brown skirt from my sister, but it's all long and flowy, which is not only very last year, but very innocent. NOT what I'm going for.

Damn. I need a mall buddy. =0

a question

whateversexual_llama — Sat, 31 May 2008 08:55:32 -0400

"The world is filled with beautiful things
Butterfly wings and fairy tale kings.
And each new day undoubtedly brings,
Still more of these beautiful things."

Is that a quote from something? I heard that line in like, 2006 and its stuck in my mind for a long time. What's it from?

hurts

whateversexual_llama — Sun, 18 May 2008 21:29:26 -0400

So yesterday I fell of my horse. It majorly sucked. Like, usually I'm pretty graceful with my falls, but this one just SUCKED.

Mostly because my girth ((y'know, the strap holding the saddle on)) came undone. Like POP.

Lucky Girl

whateversexual_llama — Sat, 17 May 2008 17:42:23 -0400

So today was neat. I woke up at like 8:00 (so early for a saturday!) and was really hungry, so I got on my bike and rode to Lucky's Diner.

I loooooove Lucky's. They have banana cream pie and rootbeer floats and waffles and pancakes and burgers (which I dont eat) and really good eggs and buttery toast. So I went to the counter and got some coffee, then mused about what I was going to get.

various sounds of hesitation

whateversexual_llama — Wed, 14 May 2008 22:41:00 -0400

So. Today I went with my dad to see "Evita." It sucked. Majorly. Well acted, really, but just... made NO sense.

Before that I ate subway, before that I went with my sister on some job-application-dropping-off and other errands.

I guess it makes it better

whateversexual_llama — Sun, 11 May 2008 14:10:38 -0400

So, when life really sucks, I like getting new music.

So I bought my third Les Miserables CD. My first was the regular original American Cast Recording. My second was the full symphonic London cast.

And yesterday I bought the 1991 Paris cast. It's in FRENCH. I LOVE IT.

overwhelmed

whateversexual_llama — Sun, 11 May 2008 09:49:45 -0400

there is, literally, NOTHING in my life that isn't overwhelming me right now. I feel like a season of Buffy... as soon as you think everything is going well, Spike tries to rape Buffy and Tara gets shot. A really high moment is evidentally just the calm before the storm.

soup, soup, soup

whateversexual_llama — Fri, 9 May 2008 21:02:06 -0400

So today generally sucked. Sucked a LOT. Not that anything terrible happened, I just felt queasy all day and... good things DIDN'T happen.

be my secret agent lover man?

whateversexual_llama — Wed, 7 May 2008 17:24:29 -0400

So I'm kinda frustrated by the fact that I can't write about as much on Oasis because now I like, KNOW people who're on it, like in real life.

Two of my relationships ended directly because of this site. I would write something dumb, something that just popped into my mind about how I was uncomfortable in the relationship, and she'd read it.

swing, swing, swing

whateversexual_llama — Sun, 4 May 2008 10:49:58 -0400

all with the mood swings these past couple days. Yup. I need to head to the barn and take a trail ride to work out my issues. Horses make good listeners.

Anyway, mostly I'm having mixed feelings about this maria crap now, and I just need ot muddle through them because I kNOW what's on the other side, I just need to get there.

and the phone calls go marching on...

whateversexual_llama — Fri, 2 May 2008 10:46:07 -0400

So last night I talked to Maria on the phone. I was sitting in my room, drinking cranberry juice from a wine glass, playing guitar with a little pink candle flickering on my desk, and I just spontaneously texted her.
"Hey, did you get my letter?"
And went back to my guitar. And then I was like WOAH I just texted Maria.
"Yeah," she replied. "I wrote you back."

Juliet

whateversexual_llama — Thu, 1 May 2008 16:15:17 -0400

So I would say my favorite romantic cliche in songs is "juliet." Any song about Juliet (though of course they're not ABOUT juliet, it's just an allusion or whatever) makes me smile (or makes me sad, if that's the case.)

Romeo and Juliet by The Indigo Girls
Check yes, Juliet by We the Kings.

boxer shooorts

whateversexual_llama — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 16:42:09 -0400

so mostly I'm wearing boxer shorts right now. My mom wanted to wash my pants. Soooo I let her have them. I feel pretty swanky in my "Mr. Perfect" boxers and my "Springer {{{thats my old middle school}}} chorus" polo shirt and my newly pink-streaked pigtails.