One chilly February morning I woke up that I would every morning and try to figure out what my dream meant. I have a very colorful imagination!
But as I sat in bed and thought about my dream. i dreamt about my very good friend and I making out and being together as a lesbian couple and it made me feel good. I was shocked. All I could thick about was "what does this mean?" "Am I Gay?" "What would other people think?" So then It was straight to the phone where I called my best gay friend Matt. He has been out for a couple of years and he is also the president of our GSA at school. He really helped me figure out if it just was a dream or something else. He always tells me to do what I feel is right and make sure my sanity is still in tact.
My next goal was to tell my freind about my dreams. This part I wasnt looking foward to. I know that she is bi but I wasnt sure what she would think. So one night we had a sleepover and I told all! I told her that I was bi-courious and I will never forget what she said "Thats cool!" I felt awsome! so we spent the rest of the night talking about it. We are both in the same boat which made me feel a whole lot better.
Now I'm trying to accept myself as who I really am. Thats why i called this "Bi-sexual Barbie" I think you can figure out the bi part but the Barbie part is very special. I am such a girly girl! I love getting my hair done and I love mani pedis. but that doesnt mean I cant be bi! I hate streotypes that say all bi or lesbians are butch or goth. and I dont fit any of that! I just love being me no matter the sexual orientation!