all with the mood swings these past couple days. Yup. I need to head to the barn and take a trail ride to work out my issues. Horses make good listeners.

Anyway, mostly I'm having mixed feelings about this maria crap now, and I just need ot muddle through them because I kNOW what's on the other side, I just need to get there.

I really like the Key West ad in the sidebar. Not because the chicks are overly hot, just because there aren't any men in underwear right next to the journal entry I'm trying to write. Which is nice.

So I was really frustrated yesterday about how EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY EXES is currently going with a guy. It kinda made me feel like the weird one who stays gay... (i'm feeling better about myself now, though.) And one of my friends (who's actually straight, for the record) just said, "You shouldn't feel weird. You should feel lucky because you've always known who you are." And that put things into perspective for me

Annd now I'm gonna go to synagogue and teach israeli dances to small childrens.

Hey, did anybody catch the Kentucky Derby last night? I thought it was pretty lame... what with the cheesy win by the favorite with flat feet. It was cool when a filly came in second... cool until she went *crunch*.