okay, well, maybe she isnt completely straight. maybe she's just bi. but...whatever. either way, she's got a boyfriend. wonderful. now its just so damn awkward. because im friends with her boyfriend and im just like 'so...uhm....hi....yeah....whats up? *awkward turtle*' gah. i dunno. i guess it just kind of bugs me. im not quite sure why. maybe i just feel a tad worthless, you know? maybe its just that she's moving on? i should too actually...

so she comes into spanish class and sits in front of me as usual. class hasnt started yet, so she turns around and goes 'so i dont know if bobby told you, but uhm....him and i are going out now. i dont know how exactly that happened, but we are.' so im just like 'what the fuck, i thought you were gay?' except, i didnt say that. i just said 'huh, cool.' except...actually trying to sound semi-interested? idk....blah.