Curiously waiting
Through these days of separating
Never knowing why I’m here
But drowning wild in the fear
Sometimes I like the sound
the world can make
When it all goes down
It all goes down just to come back up
And up there, I can’t get enough
Hallucinating, I am free
I separated you from me

Mysteries are golden
Driving me to break the mold
And the life that I’ve been holding
Is slipping away as I get old
The darkest clouds come rolling in
And this is where I want to be
There is somewhere special I haven’t been
I want you to go there with me

I walked outside today
I woke, and awake, I saw the sky
There were no words that I could say
Pure freedom allowed me to get high
and I could die in that moment
and I would still be alive
I could die in that moment
and I would still be alive
But all I did was cry in that moment
and the tears came from my eyes
but something beneath the surface was weeping
I was releasing it from inside