I am officially fucked in the head. I used to just think i am...but now,i have PROOF.
I called my ex boyfriend up and told him im coming over at his place.
And his parents are gone off to a trip somewhere. So basically NO ONE WILL BE HOME!!!!

And this is the boyfriend, i DUMPED. I broke up with him! Now why in the world wud i go and supposedly make him think that we are gonna get it on??!!

I know why.
Im this little tiny horny bitch. Fine. I admit it, i miss the feel of a boy. I miss how their torso would feel under my fingertips.I miss how tall they look and seem when i lean my head on their chest and look up. I miss how the subtle feel of their cheeks when its freshly shaved/trimmed.I miss feeling small and pampered. And protected.
[Fuck me,im SO emotionally dependant!]

So yeh,and well...my ex bf is pretty hot. Actually very hot.
Okay,so since im letting my libido take my decision's,im pretty much the worst person here....right?