Ugh. I went to my crush's house today, planning to finally tell him what's been on my mind. (Him!) Things never really do go according to plan, do they? His little brother was hanging around us the entire time. I tried to hint that we should go somewhere private to talk (in fact, I even said that word for word), but the message never really got through.

As soon as I got home, I jumped on ye olde facebook and wrote on his wall, telling him that I really needed to talk to him and to call me. Two hours and zero phone calls later, I logged back on just to find that he had deleted my comment. I don't know what this means.

Obviously he knows what's going on, so that's kind of neat I guess, but his motives are as hidden as the Shroud of Turin! Did he delete it because he didn't want something so close to his heart open to the public eye, or because he's embarrassed by this whole mess and doesn't want people to spread rumors about him? Has he not called because he's sorting through his emotions, or because he's trying to dodge me? Questions, questions, questions, and no answers. He's either in the closet or straight, leaning towards the former, which ultimately makes things five and a half million times more complicated. If you guys have any input or ideas of what's going on in that cute little head of his, that'd be AWESOME. This is driving me nuts! Hopefully he calls tonight.

Damn boys. *frazzled sigh*