I saw Jazmin during our school picnic....I sware to God, she looked like Vanessa. Exactly like Vanessa. I fainted. I still feel light headed. Other things are going on between me and Chloe but I don't wanna talk about it. I feel icky. I threw up earlier.

I miss her. I wonder what she's doing. I feel drunk. Random even. Six divided by two is three. I miss her a lot. I wonder what she looks like now. Maybe her hair changed back to brown. Her nickname was Caramel.
I wonder if it still is. I miss her. I wonder if she's a good kisser. I miss her hugs. Her voice. Her hair. That stupid red shirt that said I LOVE YOU in spanish.

I haven't died yet. But I would if I didn't have Chloe. I can survive without Vanessa, but I know I can't without Chloe. I love her voice. Her hair. Her sweetness. Her softness. Her whole personality. Her nickname is Candycane. I made it up. I love it. I feel sick. I'm confused. I miss Chloe. We can't talk right now. Chloe Nicole Oxendine. Bobbi Jo Oxendine. Her name sounds better. But I still love mine. I know it's meant to be. I have to get ready. Movies tonight. Nite people.