oh me too, when i rolled out of bed my hair was decent and there was a flannel on the floor already to crawl into. and i made tea last night so i got real iced tea this morning with no work involved. yup, its not a bad day so far.
I watched a few episodes of Yu Yu Hakisho, and the crappy voice actors in the dub made me laugh. My sister's making cookies, I had a glass of chocolate milk, I played guitar, I'm listening to Phantom of the Opera... if you wanted a short answer from me, you should've asked what didn't make me happy. =) I'm having a good day.
Be yourself. Because if you're busy being someone else, then who's gonna be you?
at 1 am, me and my 2 friends snuck out and walked 45 minutes to sheetz and then grabbed something to drink and walked back. we talked about a lot of crazy shit and i thought this was kind of funny:
Erica-"I like goth girls (making out--it actually turns her on)"
Me-"I like vampire girls"
Bunny-"I like Nicole (from PCD)"
(oh theyre "bi-curious...but most of the time they act overly straight so this was a nice change)
then it got weird when bunny said her bf was trying to "get me to meet" this friend of his who is bi or lezzie..they couldnt remember which. I find this weird...but w/e
I got to see my friend who just came back from California today. She was blabbing about Japantown (and Castro, the gay district.) all day. And showing off her Manga and stuff. And her yonger sister, (the girl I have a crush on) came too, but she didn't talk much. :(
And I think I might have accidentally made coming out harder for myself... (And I'm upset too because otherwise I would have come out when she was talking about Castro.) But that's another story. >_>'
Actually todaes on of the happiest days ive had in ages i was thinking about one of my friends whos not talking to me cause i told him im bi and i was wishing we cud be friends again and next second he txted me im not kinding it was so weird he was trying to set me up with another guy lol im happy hes talking to me yay!!!
I love Rammstein!!! Haven't got Rosenrot yet though. But I will..
Andre The Human Dictionary Strikes Again!!!!!!!!
98 percent of the teenage population will try, does, or has tried smoking pot. If you are one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy and paste this into your signature.
I went to an amusement park with the girl I am crazy about. And I wasn't made miserable at all which is really rare, most times my luck is crap at amusement parks. Then she kept on accidentally landing on me in all the rides, that was nice, considering that being in the hospital for the past couple of months has made any contact with humans great, but making contact with the girl you are crazy about is a fricken fangasm. Then my parents said that we would have to share a seat on the ride home, and that was nice because she sat on my lap the whole time. To bad we didn't have any time to talk, but school is coming soon, we can talk then.
DON'T BE STUPID!!!!! BE A SMARTY!!!!!!!!!! ABSTAINANCE IS THE WAY TO PARTY!!!!!!!!
If being gay is a disease, I might as well call in sick for the rest of my life.
one of the people who made fun of me last year IMed me and apologized today. i share almost all of my classes with a friend of mine this year. idk....im really bored this summer and kind of depressed, so this isnt really a good day to ask me that :-P
"Don't let sad people make you sad, let happy people make you happy."
Well, I found a new hair product that I like (Aussie's D-Humidifier--I LOVE it!). I also had chinese to eat last night--we have a local place that makes great General Tso's. And I might be going to the Gettysburg Bluegrass Festival saturday to see Uncle Earl (I know--who'd have thought that I like bluegrass? I'm actually going with my friend). And I'm giving a gift today. I love to give gifts. My friend Michelle wants to play mandolin, so I'm giving her mine.
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Felix qui potuit rerum cognoscere causas
The porn i watched today :P....Just kidding, actually what made me happy is that im learning Spanish fairly well....hopefully i will continue to be good at it.
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Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
my semi-friend made me realize that completely embarrassing myself infront of my crush wasnt that bad.
except for the fact that my crush "LOOKS LIKE JENNIFER GARNER" which means she shouldnt be scary. so apparently im scared of girls with dimples and guns (i mean technically for j.g. its only on tv but still counts)
that i dirint had class today wooo cause today whas the day that all the schools go to the back to school thing at the water park for free so i dirint whent to school or the water park, and yesterday they put peper spray all over the inglish class and i dirint took the class cause the teacher sed she whasent going to give class with peper spray all over the place so that made me prety mush happy...
1. Had my first toasted bagel w salmon-cream cheese. Eating it tasted like heaven
2. I changed my name to Aviva (my hebrew teacher named me that. it means Spring) I think it's apt for this new stage in my life.
3. I realized i really love my ex, that i really want to be in love with someone new AND that for right now, for the first time in my life, i'm happy being alone. Even though i still want someone coz i get lonely, and i still heart my ex, i feel complete and at peace. It's the weirdest feeling.
So many things including that I'm not as neurotic as my non working classmates who feel guilty if they aren't constantly studying, finding out that my mom may be visiting the area soon, the cheap chinese food I picked up at ten a.m., cleaning my dorm, watching my betta Penguin swim in his newly cleaned bowl, and knowing that next Saturday is the last one I will have to work at Founders and from then on I will only have to be somewhere at 4.00 five days a week as opposed to six. Generally feeling good about having the money to pay the last $350 of my tuition so that I can get my sister an iPod for christmas and not have to worry so much about spending what I earn.
It was a pretty good day actually--then again my week was total crap, so I needed it.
Today I wrote my first shounen-ai novel. I put up the first chapter on fanfiction.net The way I'm gonna do this is chapter by chapter. I'm starting to find writing fun and its expanding my creativity.
today i got to walk behind this really hot girl and stare at her ass. that made me happy
make love not war . . . . or be abstinent and bomb everybody!!!!
I got enough sleep last night! Like, when I got up I felt energized and ready to face the day, rather than dragging myself out of bed half asleep. And the dog made me happy, because the dog ALWAYS makes me happy. She's so cute :D.
Come on and stand/Come on now, stand/Come on and stand/Plant your sword in the sand/In this age of unreason/There's a time and a season for love/Stand.
--The Kennedys
oh, oh... I got one... my crush is taking me to the movies for my xmas present and she said she might go with me to the winterwonderland dance and prom... and... wait, no, that's it.
Operator! What's the number for 911?! ~ Dan Castellaneta
I remembered that it's the last week of school before break, we're doing Kris Kringle, and my crush and I held hands for a few seconds between classes, and I'm going ICE SKATING with her on Friday!
*sings* I'm sososososososososo happy!
I had my last final this afternoon and I have a month free from responisbilities and academic pressures ahead of me. The fact that I won't be working and so won't have an income is something that I am choosing not to focus on--I can live off of the $200 in my bank account, right?
Also, lunch with K and R who won't be coming back next semester was nice, if sad because they are awesome.
my friend decided she was gonna get her tongue pierced, which i've always thought would be really hot on her. and now she keeps sticking her tongue out at me. it's fun
*she's the mistake i would always gladly continue making*
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oh me too, when i rolled out
oh me too, when i rolled out of bed my hair was decent and there was a flannel on the floor already to crawl into. and i made tea last night so i got real iced tea this morning with no work involved. yup, its not a bad day so far.
"the opposite of war isnt peace, its CREATION!"
Today is my first day of trai
Today is my first day of training to be a volunteer fireman. Very excited.
Do or do not, there is no try.
I watched a few episodes of Y
I watched a few episodes of Yu Yu Hakisho, and the crappy voice actors in the dub made me laugh. My sister's making cookies, I had a glass of chocolate milk, I played guitar, I'm listening to Phantom of the Opera... if you wanted a short answer from me, you should've asked what didn't make me happy. =) I'm having a good day.
Be yourself. Because if you're busy being someone else, then who's gonna be you?
Spent my day hangng out with
Spent my day hangng out with my friend,it was fun
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt
I dyed my hair pink, and I ge
I dyed my hair pink, and I get to see my friend Becky before she goes off to college! Yay!
~Thank you for the memories, a keepsake in my heart.
Suspects
Two of the terror suspects were arrested in my town. You could see the nws choppers about (only thing in the air of course)
"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"
wicked fun
at 1 am, me and my 2 friends snuck out and walked 45 minutes to sheetz and then grabbed something to drink and walked back. we talked about a lot of crazy shit and i thought this was kind of funny:
Erica-"I like goth girls (making out--it actually turns her on)"
Me-"I like vampire girls"
Bunny-"I like Nicole (from PCD)"
(oh theyre "bi-curious...but most of the time they act overly straight so this was a nice change)
then it got weird when bunny said her bf was trying to "get me to meet" this friend of his who is bi or lezzie..they couldnt remember which. I find this weird...but w/e
***love the number 7***
Cyanide & Happiness @
I got to see my friend who ju
I got to see my friend who just came back from California today. She was blabbing about Japantown (and Castro, the gay district.) all day. And showing off her Manga and stuff. And her yonger sister, (the girl I have a crush on) came too, but she didn't talk much. :(
And I think I might have accidentally made coming out harder for myself... (And I'm upset too because otherwise I would have come out when she was talking about Castro.) But that's another story. >_>'
What made me happy? It's the
What made me happy? It's the end of our first quarter exams today.haha
Sticks and stones can break my bones, but names won't hurt me!
This morning I got told that
This morning I got told that I look nice. And..last night Scott told me he'd miss me when I go to band camp.
Love Is A Force Of Nature.
yay i like this topic
Actually todaes on of the happiest days ive had in ages i was thinking about one of my friends whos not talking to me cause i told him im bi and i was wishing we cud be friends again and next second he txted me im not kinding it was so weird he was trying to set me up with another guy lol im happy hes talking to me yay!!!
Picking up Rosenrot by Rammst
Picking up Rosenrot by Rammstein today. I love them to death!
Ooh!
I love Rammstein!!! Haven't got Rosenrot yet though. But I will..
Andre The Human Dictionary Strikes Again!!!!!!!!
98 percent of the teenage population will try, does, or has tried smoking pot. If you are one of the 2 percent who hasn't, copy and paste this into your signature.
:heart: rammstein
***love the number 7***
Cyanide & Happiness @
I went to an amusement park w
I went to an amusement park with the girl I am crazy about. And I wasn't made miserable at all which is really rare, most times my luck is crap at amusement parks. Then she kept on accidentally landing on me in all the rides, that was nice, considering that being in the hospital for the past couple of months has made any contact with humans great, but making contact with the girl you are crazy about is a fricken fangasm. Then my parents said that we would have to share a seat on the ride home, and that was nice because she sat on my lap the whole time. To bad we didn't have any time to talk, but school is coming soon, we can talk then.
DON'T BE STUPID!!!!! BE A SMARTY!!!!!!!!!! ABSTAINANCE IS THE WAY TO PARTY!!!!!!!!
If being gay is a disease, I might as well call in sick for the rest of my life.
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talking to booboo on my msn today, made me super happy...jiji
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***i love rainbows***
Talking to Shane and Jeff onl
Talking to Shane and Jeff online.
music
I bought one of my favorite songs on iTunes and I've listened to it like 5 times already. How I love my music.
watching king of the hill tod
watching king of the hill today.....meryl streep with a cajun accent. hahahahaha.....
that and i did something to piss off a telemarketer. they called and i answered it by playing PATD into the mouthpiece.
I'm juvenile, i know...
"Yes! No! Oh, damn!"
Wedding
Adam and Jomari's wedding!
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt
well....
one of the people who made fun of me last year IMed me and apologized today. i share almost all of my classes with a friend of mine this year. idk....im really bored this summer and kind of depressed, so this isnt really a good day to ask me that :-P
"Don't let sad people make you sad, let happy people make you happy."
Nutten honey
Still depressed over the loss of my pet.
oldfoxbob
Genius is not a sign of intelligence, but rather
that of common sense.
Well, I found a new hair prod
Well, I found a new hair product that I like (Aussie's D-Humidifier--I LOVE it!). I also had chinese to eat last night--we have a local place that makes great General Tso's. And I might be going to the Gettysburg Bluegrass Festival saturday to see Uncle Earl (I know--who'd have thought that I like bluegrass? I'm actually going with my friend). And I'm giving a gift today. I love to give gifts. My friend Michelle wants to play mandolin, so I'm giving her mine.
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Felix qui potuit rerum cognoscere causas
realized that it's only one m
realized that it's only one more week until i get my school schedule and that means one more week until i see my crush! whee!
spam spam spam spam spam spam spam spam...
I'm a student organizer for G
I'm a student organizer for GLSEN, and I had a nice one-on-one phone call with my Regional staff person today.
My best friend making me brea
My best friend making me breakfast... that always gets me off to a great start, and makes me feel loved!
The porn i watched today :P..
The porn i watched today :P....Just kidding, actually what made me happy is that im learning Spanish fairly well....hopefully i will continue to be good at it.
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Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
The first football game is on
The first football game is on Friday. Rock on.
Love Is A Force Of Nature.
my best friend was in sugery
my best friend was in sugery today and her mum texted me and told me that the surgery went really well...other than that NOTHING!
Today?... I don't know. Yeste
Today?... I don't know. Yesterday though was the first time that I actually kinda flirted with a guy.
-Have you accepted Jesus Christ as your personal savior?
-Uh, you know I meant to, and then I just got really busy.
my semi-friend made me realiz
my semi-friend made me realize that completely embarrassing myself infront of my crush wasnt that bad.
except for the fact that my crush "LOOKS LIKE JENNIFER GARNER" which means she shouldnt be scary. so apparently im scared of girls with dimples and guns (i mean technically for j.g. its only on tv but still counts)
***love the number 7***
Cyanide & Happiness @
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that i dirint had class today wooo cause today whas the day that all the schools go to the back to school thing at the water park for free so i dirint whent to school or the water park, and yesterday they put peper spray all over the inglish class and i dirint took the class cause the teacher sed she whasent going to give class with peper spray all over the place so that made me prety mush happy...
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~~i wish i had magic~~
we did really well at our fir
we did really well at our first marching band competition, and we won best colorguard!
"I have to chloroform a cat!"
happiness
(secretively) watching Logo in my basement, and not feeling guilty about it anymore.
^-^
I bought my bf and i rings. it sounds really stupid, but he loved it.
"We are god's unwanted children, so be it!" -Tyler Durden (Fight Club)
Toasted bagel
1. Had my first toasted bagel w salmon-cream cheese. Eating it tasted like heaven
2. I changed my name to Aviva (my hebrew teacher named me that. it means Spring) I think it's apt for this new stage in my life.
3. I realized i really love my ex, that i really want to be in love with someone new AND that for right now, for the first time in my life, i'm happy being alone. Even though i still want someone coz i get lonely, and i still heart my ex, i feel complete and at peace. It's the weirdest feeling.
4. My 2nd HIV test was negative.
Signed: call me what you will.
:)
My crush called me and invited me over to her house for when she's home for fall break!! Woo hoo!
And I made quiche. I like cooking.
So many things including that
So many things including that I'm not as neurotic as my non working classmates who feel guilty if they aren't constantly studying, finding out that my mom may be visiting the area soon, the cheap chinese food I picked up at ten a.m., cleaning my dorm, watching my betta Penguin swim in his newly cleaned bowl, and knowing that next Saturday is the last one I will have to work at Founders and from then on I will only have to be somewhere at 4.00 five days a week as opposed to six. Generally feeling good about having the money to pay the last $350 of my tuition so that I can get my sister an iPod for christmas and not have to worry so much about spending what I earn.
It was a pretty good day actually--then again my week was total crap, so I needed it.
California--the land of coffee and bagels.
The fact that I'll die someda
The fact that I'll die someday.
We got 3rd in a v ball tourny
We got 3rd in a v ball tourny, which is decent. Then went out for a big dinner for the jewish new year.
"What they don't know can't hurt them
but it sure as hell can hurt me"
oh how delightful
My burger from the fish 'n' chip shop tasted extra good today.
My first shounen-ai
Today I wrote my first shounen-ai novel. I put up the first chapter on fanfiction.net The way I'm gonna do this is chapter by chapter. I'm starting to find writing fun and its expanding my creativity.
today i got to walk behind
today i got to walk behind this really hot girl and stare at her ass. that made me happy
make love not war . . . . or be abstinent and bomb everybody!!!!
i ran into a whole group of
i ran into a whole group of my friends first thing this morning when i went for breakfast... always fun. :)
"freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose"
I got enough sleep last
I got enough sleep last night! Like, when I got up I felt energized and ready to face the day, rather than dragging myself out of bed half asleep. And the dog made me happy, because the dog ALWAYS makes me happy. She's so cute :D.
Come on and stand/Come on now, stand/Come on and stand/Plant your sword in the sand/In this age of unreason/There's a time and a season for love/Stand.
--The Kennedys
oh, oh... I got one... my
oh, oh... I got one... my crush is taking me to the movies for my xmas present and she said she might go with me to the winterwonderland dance and prom... and... wait, no, that's it.
Operator! What's the number for 911?! ~ Dan Castellaneta
83.2%% of all statistics are made up on the spot.
SO Happy Today
I remembered that it's the last week of school before break, we're doing Kris Kringle, and my crush and I held hands for a few seconds between classes, and I'm going ICE SKATING with her on Friday!
*sings* I'm sososososososososo happy!
I had my last final this
I had my last final this afternoon and I have a month free from responisbilities and academic pressures ahead of me. The fact that I won't be working and so won't have an income is something that I am choosing not to focus on--I can live off of the $200 in my bank account, right?
Also, lunch with K and R who won't be coming back next semester was nice, if sad because they are awesome.
tongue
my friend decided she was gonna get her tongue pierced, which i've always thought would be really hot on her. and now she keeps sticking her tongue out at me. it's fun
*she's the mistake i would always gladly continue making*
My best friend bought me the
My best friend bought me the L Word, season 3, for Christmas.
Loving Annabelle comes out soon, and I have it pre-ordered.
I get to see my girlfriend for the first time in six months on Saturday.
Yeah...today was pretty good.